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The feeling worsened to the point where I could no longer get much of a breath at all. I played it off for a moment, closed my eyes and waited. Possibly, I was dying.īut it was not yet bad enough that I would have to pull the ripcord. Strangely, I was embarrassed and did not want anyone to notice that something was wrong.

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I was lying back on this cushion and started to feel like I COULD NO LONGER GET A FULL BREATH. That particular night, I had smoked everything I could get my hands on - tons of cigarettes, marijuana and cocaine. Kind of like you cannot have light and darkness co-exist in the same room.

The fact is that one really can't be in those two worlds for very long. And of course, by the time one starts doing drugs like freebase or heroin, sports and all other efforts are done for. In this particular phase of my life, though, sports would increasingly take a distant back seat to drugs.

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How could someone be caught up in a destructive behavior like smoking crack and still have another life that permitted athletics? Well, I grew up with sports and excelled at them.

I loved sports and fancied myself an athlete. Eventually, you will lose everything for good.īreath and (Near) Death In those days, I was only aware of my breath when I smoked drugs or exercised. It is horribly vacuous and in the end leaves you devoid of life force, crying like a man who realizes he has lost everything because for that night, at least, you have lost everything. Then everyone else wants to have the same experience over and over again, even though it lasts such a short amount of time. There is, of course, the walloping initial high produced by taking a big hit and everyone looks on as if they are watching you have an orgasm because in some sick, shadowy way, you are. The information already exists on the Internet. These instructions won’t hurt anyone that doesn’t already have a serious issue on their hands. The manufacture of crack cocaine requires that one already possess cocaine. It is only the law abiding citizens that wonder what it is.

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The criminals already know how to make crack cocaine.

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There really are no pleasantries because nothing about this whole thing is too pleasant. But inevitably, the verbal communication becomes less and less until finally the only things uttered are those needed to allow the 'partying' to continue. At first, as the initial preparation of coke is being cooked (we used to cook it ourselves into freebase), the participants (never more than three or four) may exchange mischievous smiles or amazingly cynical jokes. People who smoke crack together are stoic and precise in their communication.